IT'S BEEN SOME TIME

I've been ignoring this diary-like blog recently.

Not because I want to.

I don't have time for a lot of things I used to do recently.

I don't write blogs.

I don't read books for leisure.

I don't exercise as much.

I don't watch my body grow. She can do anything she wants.

And I feel tired still.

I really don't know the reason. I'm not having an exhausting time period or anything. But I just feel tired.

So I'm going to sleep now.

Good night.

I'VE BEATEN MY OCD!

So, yesterday was the end of my neurology committee. Likewise, my university friends finished their own committees; the ones that had finished their psychiatry committee told me that what I had been going through this whole time was an Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, which I had gotten over with myself.

My exercise was my compulsion, driven with my obsession for staying skinny.

Did you know that people get medications to get over their OCDs? And I've beaten it without it! By putting my life in balance with my passions and my duties, nothing is impossible to get one's life be on track again.

Yes, I have more fat in my body.

Yes, I'm still waiting to see the complete results of my full recovery (which is getting my period back!)

No, I'm still having my ups and downs, it's a part of being human.

No, I don't think I'm perfect, since there is no accurate definition of "perfect"

Yes, I'm going to be happier from now and then on!