DISAPPOINTED

I opened that package of brownies.

I took a bite.

I took a second bite. Maybe a third.

Then I stopped.

"I don't even feel that hungry" I said.

So I threw it into the bin.

...

It's not that I don't eat any junk food. I eat foods with high nutritional value regularly, including desserts with lots of sugar content as well as high fat food. And you can't tell that I'm suffering from an eating disorder just by my look. To majority of the people who witness my lifestyle from a closer look, I'm the symbol of clean healthy life style.

But there is a fact that I've still not gained my periods back. Why?

Could "too healthy" and "too clean" be the main reasons?

...

You don't have to eat too little or too much to have an eating disorder.

It's all in your mind.

And healing your mind... It's hard.