STUPID

I just read my last post.

It seemed so stupid to be in the mood to write such things.

Well, to make things clear: I don't always think that I'm too big. I don't always think that I'm insufficient. In fact, most of the time I think it's the opposite.

But I always think that I'm tired and overwhelmed.

It's been so long since I made huge holiday like I used to when I was a kid.

Maybe all I need is a gap year to heal my mind.