During the recovery process, one has her ups and downs frequently. Some days are hard, some days are easy. As the easy days get more in abundance, it's a great indicator that the recovery is going in a positive slope.
Today was an easy one, just like yesterday, and the day before.
I had to be obsessed with "something" all my life. Until I turned 16, it had to be my nose. Once I made peace with my nose, my feminine organs started becoming a problem. When I was too busy to look in the mirror and criticize the way I look, it had to be my academic career that I had to be obsessed with.
My hobbies, whether I got improved in something that I just began, what the other people thought of me... All the things that were supposed to make me happy became an obsession after a short period of time. Always, I was so good at it.
Of course I couldn't handle that much of self-criticism. So, quitting-before-finishing a job became a habit.
The good side of getting mature is that you grow to understand life is not worth too many self-criticisms.
After all, you are your best friend.
I hope I'm gonna have such normal days for a long time.
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