GETTING SICK OF BEING "SICK"

The nausea does not end!

I try to eat, and I eat enough to make mum happy despite my unhappy stomach. And then I feel this huge nausea.

I know, the best way to relieve nausea is to give it away and throw up.

But I can't do that, either! (Not due to and psychological disorder, it's just that I don't have any gag reflex by nature :S)

My boyfriend had his hair graft done. He feels sick, too. I couldn't even go visit him at his operation room.

I don't have any symptoms of dizziness, fatigue, or high fever (thank god they subsided). But my appetite doesn't know how to come back!

I want my health back...

I came to realize within the last two days that my hypothalamic amenorrhea does not count as a disease. If I get over this bullshit, I will never ever complain about it!

Good night...